tumbled at tumblr.

So finally after months of spying through various tumblr accounts, I signed up for an account, wala lang. Pauso lang. Hehe. I just think that I can relate to those people through their works

But this will still stay as my main blog (cheers!). ;-)

Have a good day everyone!

P.S. It's Alpha Lambda Chapter's 20th Anniversary at CLSU !

(Kampai!)

WTF!

Deym.

My lay-out got messed-up.

And now I'm just too lazy to fix it again!

Ahwww.

Lesson learned: Wag makialam sa bagay na hindi mo naman alam!

Huhuhu.

When you are feeling down....

just listen to Hillsongs!

..it'll make you feel a lot better.

Thank you, Jesus.

BAM!

feeling not so happy lately.. uhmmm.
:-(.

Ilang bagay na natutunan ko sa SUC III Olympics.

SUC III Olympics- State Universities and Colleges in Region III Olympics

Hindi, hindi ako atleta, coach o ano pa man na may kinalaman sa isports, pero isa ako sa mga mamamahayag na kabilang sa publikasyon para sa buong SUC III olympics.

Masaya sana dahil bakasyon engrande ng isang linggo, pero pinili kong tanggapin ang trabaho hindi dahil sa gusto ko lang magkaroon ng dahilan sa hindi ko pago-observe sa Field Study subject ko pero dahil "once in a lifetime" ang pagkakataong gaya nito.

Hindi ko na inisip ang tutulugan ko sa isang linggo o kung may kaibigan ba akong makakasama sa pagtili at pagpipigil sa emosyon ko sa tuwing natatalo ang CLSU sa mga laro. Sa halip, inisip ko na lang na ito ang GUSTO kong gawin. Ito ang kaya kong gawin at ito ang magagawa ko para sa pamantasan ko.

Bukod pa dito, nabalitaan ko kasi na makakasama namin sa pagtatravaho ang mga bigatin sa larangan ng pagsusulat sa aming pamantasan, bihira lamang na makaka-trabaho mo sila, kaya bakit naman ako tatanggi dito diba?

Likas akong inggitera, kaya tuwing may ganitong okasyon, naiinggit ako sa mga atleta na suot-suot ang makukulay at bagong-bagong mga "jersey", jacket at sapatos nila, naisip ko, bakit hindi ako kailan man nahilig sa isports?

Habang pinapanood ko silang maglakad mula main gate hanggang sa oval, naisip ko na naman: it couldn't get any bongga than this!". At tunay nga naman na bonggang bongga ang naging simula ng palaro dahil sa fireworks display noong gabi, tila bawat isa'y bumalik sa pagkabata at hindi napigilan ang sarili sa pagsasabi ng "HUWAW!" tuwing magsasabog ng liwanang ang mga paputok, at isa ako sa mga iyon!

Field reporter ako.

Naalala ko tuloy noong bagong salta ako sa CLSU Collegian, intramural games noon sa CLSU at sa opisina kami natulog para makaabot sa parada at makapag-cover ng opening program, pero sa huli, nauna din sa amin ang parada at sumunod kami sa banda habang suot namin ang t-shirt namin.

Swimming ang event na ci-nover ko noon, nagpaalam ako sa Educator (pahayagan namin sa kolehiyo) na sa Kule ako magsusulat, maswerte ako dahil pumayag naman sila. Mahirap maging field reported kung wala kang kakapalan ng mukha na kausapin at harapin ang pagalit ng mga game supervisors sa pangungulit mo sa kanila tuwing hihiramin mo ang records ng mga natapos na event-isang bagay na natutunan ko sa CLSU Collegian na hinding-hindi ko malilimutan.

Gusto ko sana na volleyball o basketball ang i-cover ko, para sa grandstand lang ako, nakaupo habang hinihintay na matapos ang mga laro at kausapin ang game supervisor, pero naunahan ako kaya football na lang kako, bukod sa wolleyball, basketball, badminton at taekwondo, isa ang football sa mga larong masarap panuorin at punong-puno ng emosyon na gustong gusto ko naman dahil ma-drama akong nilalang. Haha.

O siya, heto ang ilang bagay na hindi ko malilimutan ngayong SUC III olympics.

1.Kahit ilang taon kang manalo, kung nandadaya ka naman, mauubos ang RESPETO ng tao sa'yo!
(ehem!)

2. Malamang ay hihilingin ko na palaging may presswork lalo pa't walang maliw ang pagkain, kape at libreng wi-fi connection! Aba, masarap ata magtrabaho kapag ganun!

3. Bilang miymebro ng media, dapat ay hindi ka bias, pero minsan dahil sa kapipigil ng emosyon mo, bigla ka na lang mapapatili kapag naka-goal ang team ng eskwelahan niyo at mahihiya ka sa katabi mong mabait na game supervisor, at mula noon ay hindi mo na siya malapitan sa sobrang hiya!

4. Huwag na huwag makikipag-away sa iniirog mo dahil lang hindi kayo magkita o magkasama kahit nasa iisang lugar kayo, lalo pa kung atleta siya at maaga silang natalo sa laro kung ayaw mong magkaroon kayo ng giyera!

5. Kung inaakala mo na okay na okay na ang artikulong ipapasa mo sa mga editors mo, maling-mali ka dahil mahaba-habang pag-aayos pa pala ang dapat gawin.

6. Huwag kang magrereklamo sa lasa ng pagkain lalo pa't hindi ka naman nagbayad!

at higit sa lahat,

muli kaming nagka-sama-sama at nag-bonding ng mga dati kong ka-batak sa CLSU Collegian!
na-miss ko kayo, grabeh!

Siya, 'yan na muna.

Wag na wag kayong magbubulsa ng bato at buhangin ha!

Ag biag ti ASCOT, BASC, BPSU, CLSU, DHVTSU, PAC, PMMA, PhilSCA, NEUST, RMTU, TCA at TSU!

How you make me feel, Mr.

Oftentimes, my problem being in a student publication is that I am too emotional when I write. Once I was asked to write a column for our first issue, I made three major revisions to the column because it was either too emotional, too painful or too harsh until I finally decided to scrap it out and create a new one that will serve its purpose.

You cannot blame me. I really am emotional, worse, I tend to keep my emotions, shut up my mouth and wait until it explodes so I can let go of it one time, big time. But it took its toll on me a few months ago. I was bitten behind my back and the enemy knows my weakness. He played with me until I burst in front of a whole college- it was our Meeting de Avance.

I never knew I was releasing all my angst that time and it was not good. I could have just kept calm, shut up my mouth and presented what I am supposed to present- and yes, the enemy won, and I lost- almost everything, except my self.

It was hard for the first few months after the incident, but then again, words of encouragement from people who really know me came and I promised to redeem myself, I promised to prove the enemy wrong and I promised to continue being the person that I am.

I got up, little by little, I got my confidence back. I started smiling and it felt so good. It felt so good knowing that you do not have emotional burdens and knowing that you are living your life fully without hurting other people.

Now, it's all coming back to you.

I am not surprised by what has happened to you.

You got the power, you got everything that we have worked for a year, you got my reputation and self-esteem crushed, you hit me at my weakest, every shameless thing that you did worked for you, and yet you decided to put it into trash.

You just decided to put into trash the good name that your predecessors have worked in years of servant leadership, courage, unity and respect.

You just have put into trash the dreams and ideals of a thousand students hoping for the change that you promised them.

You just have put into trash a whole year of meaningful activities, projects and student camaraderie that should have been a very productive one.

You just have put into trash my belief in male leaders.

You just have put into trash my interest in politics, my belief that there are still politicians who will do good for this country.

And most of all,

you just have proven that what you said on why you would run for presidency is true:

"Gusto ko lang may maka-laban kayo.."

-Mr. Villanueva

You started it, now let me do the honor of finishing it.

Congratulations on your impeachment.

Yeehaw!

I just tweaked my header, it's a bit cuter now than before. Haha.

And I guess, I'll stick to "scrambled scribbles"now. :)

Have a good day everyone!

resulta ng hindi pag-graduate sa oras. uhhmm, pwede na ba yan?? haha. bagong libangan lang...

Real Teachers teach from the heart, not from their BIG egos.

I have often heard news about Education students in our university being the laughing stock of some Social Science professors from the College of Arts and Sciences. I don't know why they often judge, generalize and mock CEd students who are enrolled in CAS sections for minor subjects like Philosophy 100 and History 100 in their classes and then flunk them just because they are CEd students. And oh, I don't even think considering them as "professors", "teachers" or "instructors".

I see only one reason. Ego. Remember Beyonce's song?

He got a big ego, such a huge ego, such a huge ego

They simply can not accept that Educ students are in fact one of the brightest among the students in the university,that just because we took an Education course make us less intelligent than the ones who took up Veterinary Science and Medicine, Accountancy, Biology and Chemistry.

Ego as defined by Merriam-Webster Online dictionary as the self especially as contrasted with another self or the world."

Their egos are hurt because they may be bright, they may have graduated from the top universities in the country, but they cannot to anything to bring the Educ spirit down and they are doing everything they can to destroy Educ, but they simply cannot.

Why?

Modesty aside, it is a known fact in CLSU that Educ dominates a lot of University events, may it be sports, debate, literary. musical, arts, creativity, unity.... name it and Educ is definitely among the top three in every event and competition in the university.

When Educ wins, they say that we cheat, that there is bias, they blame it to the VPAA who is a former CEd dean, they blame it to OSA Personnels who are "incompetent" according to them. When their college wins, we just feel happy about it and strive to do better next time.

And I believe that's the Educ difference that our college has imbued on us, that no matter how tough life can be, we can always prove that we are tougher, that there is no one who can tell us to stop reaching our dreams but ourselves.

Our professors epitomizes what they teach. They live by the principle that "you cannot give what you do not have". So when students pass, it is because they have given what they have. Consequently, failing a whole class as what these Social Science "instructors" do with Educ students reflects that they cannot give us anything except for curses, stories about alcohol, cigarettes and curses, curses and nasty remarks. One even said that he trained to be a priest, but didn't pursue it. Good thing though, because there is no way he can be a priest with his attitude of cursing and labeling students.

I believe that real teachers teach from the heart, not from the thick books, not from their huge egos-thinking that they know everything.

That what will matter is where you are heading after college, and I know most of their students teaching in public schools- and they curse teachers?

Apparently, as "instructors", they are also cursing themselves, right?

I just hope and pray that they can sleep well at night, and that their kids won'r experience what my college-mates experienced with them.

Go Mighty Educ!